I understand my awkwardness
Although you never could
Obvious contempt
In your every move
And your silent sarcasm
Screamed in my ears
But harsh words were never spoken
And did not confirm my fears.
Those calculated movements
Smothered by a smile
Reassured my naiveness
Let it pass by
You lent against my shoulder
Unknown hair snaked through mine
And with arms wrapped around me
I sensed hatred at this time
I was all I could be
But you wished that I was more
I was no longer needed
Replacing not what was before