My head is thumping yet again
And I'm feeling sick
Still I'm left with the smell of you on my skin
You've stained my life
It's now a bloody scattered mess
I scrubbed and scoured
But I can't remove the scent of sin
I took some pills
To numb my brain
I tried to kill away the pain
But still
I felt you crawl deep inside my vein
You've gone
I doubt I'll ever see your face
But I hear your voice in every place
I hope you die
And burn in hell
Never to return
Till then I'll lie alone
But quietly by my side
Myself sleeps as a pale bag of flesh and bone
And as I pick the scabs encrusted on my skin
I see the scars you've left within
I kick myself to waken up
As I felt the dream begin
We look at each other
My self and I
And I can smell you from my skin