Watching in the mirror
Face to face with hate
Thinking only hurts
Ugliness hurts so much
No life left
Learned that long ago
The monsters come and get you
If your feelings show
Sinners aren't we all
I suppose you could say
I deserve the torture
That I get everyday
Numbed from the pain
It may seem
It's only dwelling deep within
So slowed down am I
I can't get a breath
Nothing can save me now
My only hope is death